Blocked!!

maybe because I am looking to fulfill my desires or I am already fulfilled with my desires they just demanding so much, i can't make me fulfilled or even satisfied with what i have i ask myself too much and yet i can't achieve the first task which is setting my priories blocking me from what i have to make, blocking me from what i have to achieve, fantasy and dreams become a real life indeed. however, whenever, whatever ,,,, used to this crossing vibes shortly, some task will knock on my door and say, how do u do, sir? frosted, blocked or even careless!! they are all the same mixed with joy, pain, silly thoughts or feelings i can't even differentiate with this or that or the tow or the three or even the ten, all is "plain" am i getting crazy??? if yes!! well its just another lifestyle, it's okay!! PS. i have to be honest "you are crazy!!"