alzheimer's series 1-4

text: "alzheimer's series # 3"

physical laws...
the last years of her long unrequited life were encapsulated by a malodor,
an admixture of urine, dust and perfume.......................................
anger, with merit, [ as much as an emotional masochist deserves,]
albeit foolish in the exponential, had her deferring to imagined “gods”,
[ are there any other ,?] via fear and desperation,
[ cause and effect never had a more classic example.].........
regret, now a mold suffocating what is left of her worn soul,
[ the price of cowardice is much more costly than the price of courage.]...
i can do little for her now, [ no matter how much i do.]............
i constantly and consciously retrain myself to be aware of that...
i absorb her unintended bitterness, attempting to deflect it back with positive projection...
yet there are emotional laws which equate with physical laws...
i imagine that is how the atom “felt” before it was split...